Decision that Leads to a Bitter Sweet Goodbye

On Lunes, Pebrero 17, 2014 0 (mga) komento

               Regrets is defined as a feeling of sadness, repentance, or disappointment over something that has happened or been done. Our life is like a wheel. Sometimes our doings are good but sometimes it's not. When we realize our wrong doings that is the time that we are regretting. There are  many instances in my life that I regret but loving a person at the wrong time is my greatest regret.



   
               At first,  I thought loving him was my best decision because I am already happy just seeing him around. I am happy just seeing him smile. He became my inspiration in everything I do. It's like my world is revolving to him. I am so happy that time. I thought I will never get hurt. I will never cry because of him. 

              Later on, I then realized that those things are just part of his games. All of those are just tricks of him. It was all a lie. I don't know what to do. I felt like my whole world is going to shut down because of those pain. 


               I really regret that because I know that's the fruit of my wrong decision. All of those were my mistake. Now, we are not talking to each other anymore. We are avoiding each other's gaze. We are not chatting with each other anymore. We are treating each other like a stranger. I realized that my wrong decision leads me to a bitter sweet goodbye. 
               
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Things End but Memories last Forever

On Linggo, Pebrero 16, 2014 0 (mga) komento

             

  Experiences in life make us stronger. It teaches many lessons. Problems teach us how to stand when no one is around to help you. It also shows how strong we are. It reflects who we are.

                    In my Junior life, I faced a lot of problems especially friends problems. I don't know what to do when I am experiencing those problems. There's no one to lean on. Only God knows how I hurt because of them. They don't appreciate all of my effort for them. Instead of thanking me, they will just bash me and ignore. They will only see me if they need me. I don't know if I can still call them 
friends but despite all of those things, I realized that I need to forgive them and forget what they've done to me. 

                   There are  also a lot of good memories that my Junior life brought to me. I also experienced many things that I haven't experienced before. It taught me how to make a book review for 3 books. That was an awesome experience for me. I also met Shakespeare, Alighieri and Edgar Allan Poe through their marvelous works.
               
                     I haven't experience giving a love letter, friendly letter, apology letter, thank you letter and appreciation letter to someone. I also haven't receive any of those but I experienced it all during our English time this year.

                    I also experience the different speech activities like speech choir, jazz chant, conventional choir, radio drama and the play about Romeo and Juliet. Before I only know declamation but now I know and experienced a lot of speech activities and such.

                  This year is the best year of my high school life. I found a lot of true friends who stays with me at my worst. I experience how to face my fears because I know there are a lot of people who are  holding my hand and saying "Do not be afraid Mhariel, we will face your fear together." 

                  I also learn how to love. How to smile when you see him around. I admit this year I found my first love. I found the man who's making me smile without doing anything. I found my first heartbreak. English time help me cope with it through the love letter tasked to us. I wrote their my experiences and my feelings for him. That's why I don't have any burdens now. This year is very memorable for me. I hope this year will be extended and together we will build more memories. 
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