Yes, I experience being in love but it is only
one-sided love. It feels good when I’m in love because I know I can do
everything. I am smiling every time I hear his name. I am also smiling when I
think about him even though he doesn't know that I’m in love with him. The sad
part is I am secretly in love but I am also secretly hurting. It is very
difficult when the feeling is not mutual because I don’t have the right to be
hurt and to be jealous because he doesn't love me.
It really hurts,
because the girl that my love loves is my friend. I don’t know what to do
because the girl is still my friend. I decided to avoid and forget my feelings
for him because I know that’s the right thing to do. Even though it hurts, I am
still trying my best to move on and be happy without thinking of him. It is
difficult to do that because my love is close to me.
Before he’s the one avoiding me now I am the one
avoiding him but the difficult part there is when I am avoiding him, he’s the
one approaching me. So we better guard our hearts because it is not easy to
love especially when it is only one –sided love.
For me love is seeing an imperfect person
perfectly. I want to love an imperfect person because I know no one is perfect but I want to be the reason why the person I
love will change. I want to be the reason why he will be like a perfect person.
I want to be the reason why he will be perfect for me.
I don’t love because I just need a partner in the
future or to be in. I love because I know love conquers all. I can do
everything because of love. I will not give up because of love. I can do my
tasks better because I am inspired and in love.
I look for a man who is always there for me. I
don’t need a man who is handsome nor rich. I don’t need them because I need a
man who will offer his shoulder to cry on, a man who will stay by my side in
times of trouble and a man who will still love me after knowing the real me. A
very thoughtful and loving man is all I need in my life.